Saturday, April 6, 2019

25 Years Later: Remembering Kurt Cobain



Kurt Cobain, songwriter, singer, and guitarist for Nirvana, and accomplished multi-media artist in his own right, left this mortal plane 25 years ago yesterday, on April 5th, 1994.  His work, his life, and its tragic end have been studied and analyzed since the day he died, and many theories and discussions with a range of validity and accuracy have been had and continue even now. Rather than revisiting the timeline of his final days or discussing drama with his family or band mates, I would just like to take a few moments to share my own thoughts and feelings, as Cobain truly introduced me to the world of modern rock music and culture, inspired me to become a musician, to attempt song writing, and to form many bands. If not for him and his music and art, my life, personally, and the lives of countless people around the world, could have been very different.

People remember where they were when they heard Cobain had died the way they remember hearing about John Lennon or even JFK, depending on their age. I was on a spring break trip to Washington D.C. with my dad and brother, and while I had only been introduced to Cobain’s music two-and-a-half years prior, with the release of “Smells Like Teen Spirit”, I understood his passing had a massive weight and gravity to it. After digging in to Nirvana’s catalog, many bootlegs, and several books about Cobain that were published during and after the time of his passing, I discovered more depth, talent, and creativity than I ever expected, and along the way, it became very clear to me how significant Cobain was to the evolution of rock music, gen-x culture, and as a representative of his audience.


Kurt Cobain was an absolute enigma of a person.

He was known to say one thing but do another, for lack of a better phrase, almost his whole life, and this appeared in his songwriting and lyrical contradictions and in the way he managed Nirvana’s image compared to how he truly felt about how their work was being presented, on recordings, on stage, and in music videos. Cobain seemingly loved most animals and hated most people, but he had deep bonds with friends and family throughout his life as well, in addition to starting a family of his own. He demanded privacy but also craved attention. He dismissed things others deemed important and held what some might regard as useless in very high esteem. He was staunchly pro-choice and a champion of women's rights and especially gay rights at a time when being so was still viewed as controversial by some.

While he only reached the age of 27, he explored all corners of art to express his ideas.  In addition to writing music and lyrics, Cobain was an avid painter, both on canvas and with graffiti art, and experimented with collage art, including print-based, video tape, and audio tape projects. Cobain was also an avid collector of old toys and junk he would find at garage sales and flea markets, sometimes using some of these pieces in his art projects. Occasionally, some of them were even featured in Nirvana artwork or were lyrically referenced in one of their songs.


 As a songwriter, Cobain is best known for Nirvana’s biggest hits, aside from “Teen Spirit”, such as “Come as You Are”, “In Bloom”, “Lithium”, “Heart-Shaped Box,” and “All Apologies”. The band only created three albums, 1989’s Bleach, 1991’s Nevermind, and 1993’s In Utero, yet their cemented legacy is a permanent staple of rock radio and iconic representation of early 90’s pop culture. In addition to Nirvana, Cobain attempted additional projects with other friends which never got off the ground, most-notably, The Jury, with members of Screaming Trees. Cobain also experimented with home recordings, tape manipulation, sampling records from his personal collection, and creating shrieking noise and feedback with his guitar, which also happened in professional recording studios and onstage alike. Inspired and influenced by the cornerstones of punk, metal, pop, and classic rock, Cobain’s work reflected 30+ years of rock history from a disillusioned, 90’s perspective, and sometimes, his reflections were not always well-received or well-intentioned.

Kurt Cobain’s influence is immeasurable. Aside from the millions of fans of his music around the globe, both during his final years of life and since his death, the fact that he inspired so many to pick up an instrument, write a song, or start a band means that even non-fans still encounter his spirit, sound, or style when they see or hear some of the artists they may love the most. He holds a place on the rock and roll history timeline among the likes of Chuck Berry, Elvis Presley, The Beatles, Jimi Hendrix, Led Zeppelin, Black Sabbath, and Ramones, among the other greats. He is arguably not only the final major rock star of the 20th century, but possibly ever, which is its own sad addition to his story, in a way.


Cobain means so much to so many because he introduced people to rock music that existed outside the ‘70s and ‘80s mainstream of pop, classic rock, and especially hair metal, when those very styles of music had previously dominated the charts for over a decade. There were younger people playing, listening to, and buying rock music, and MTV and radio alike took notice after the smash success of “Smells Like Teen Spirit”. This allowed the world to be introduced to a whole generation of grunge and alternative rock music that came in waves each year in the early ‘90s and stopped about a year or two after Cobain’s death, not-coincidentally. He made punk rock music, fashion, and attitude marketable and big business after its dismissal and disregard going back nearly 20 years prior to Nirvana. While many regard Cobain as the voice of his generation, akin to Bob Dylan or John Lennon in the ‘60s, he is notably a classic rock archetype. He represents the same rebellion, youthful energy, and lust for freedom that all the great rock artists from the ‘50s on also represent, but from his own time, place, and perspective. He is regarded as a guitar hero, as a genius songwriter, as an experimental musician, and as the most significant individual person in rock music over the past 30 years (or longer). His songwriting, performance, and production styles were imitated for over a decade after his passing and still make up a portion of rock music that is recorded and released today. Above all, Kurt Cobain’s music and lyrics appeared to be honest and sincere within the context of his art, and they represented his thoughts, feelings, and outlook in a way that listeners, especially of his age and younger, could understand and to which they could relate. He was up there representing you.  Your thoughts. Your feelings. Your emotions. As long as rock music, distorted electric guitars, and angsty teens still exist, Cobain and his influence will always continue.


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